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tabidachinoasa
24 December 2015 @ 04:37 pm
in my heart. 東方神起 in my soul.
 


A FANGIRL WHO'S IN LOVE WITH CHERRY BLOSSOMS.
I ABUSE EMOTICONS AND ALL CAPS, AND I SPAM.


 
 
location: saturn
mood: cheerfulcheerful
music: 嵐: a day in our life
 
 
tabidachinoasa
06 June 2011 @ 08:50 am
MIURA HARUMA ICONS ♡
Fourty 100x100 px from the Tabun Photobook
Scans from milkteazoo@wp 
Hope you like my coloring~ \o/ Credits and comments are loved.  ( ̄∀ ̄)
 
 
It's been a year since I last made a graphics post. Harumacchi's been my current obsession :">
Been busy downloading and watching his dramas since the day I saw him at Koizora. <3. XD
 
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location: somewhere
mood: accomplishedaccomplished
music: kat-tun: blue tuesday
 
 
tabidachinoasa
05 May 2011 @ 04:54 pm
Sorry no cut :P Forgive me, this is so random.
THE ONES THAT LOVE US NEVER REALLY LEAVE US.
アオゾラペダル
アオゾラペダル
アオゾラペダル

HELLO~ LOUDER HELLO. HELLO~~ I just feel like updating my LJ even though I am very very very lazy these days. And yes, I've been so sad for the past few days that I couldn't even make myself want to smile. But I know emotions should not take over any part of my life, and happiness will always be a choice. :DD 8D. So the moment I woke up this morning, I realized that I should not be blaming others. And that I can choose to be happy, if I want to. People leave because they have to. I just have to accept that fact and move on, than being cool living with this constant pain.

So I started listening to old playlists I've kept for years, Arashi and WaT playlists~ HAAAAAI JPOP WILL ALWAYS BE MY COMFORT ZONE, one thing that will never fail to keep me smiling. And I found this again on youtube, the MUSIC BOX VERSION OF AOZORA PEDAL. jhajdhsdj;gjhkl such an eargasm~~ It's so good I can't even asdhjsadjasd I FEEL SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. /Aozora Pedal's one of my favorite Arashi songs, just so you know. <33 :">
 
 
I won't let you go again. I'm different now.
I love you, I want to always walk with your hand in mine.
The sound of our footsteps overlapping.
Our love story continues forever~~ ♥

 
If I get more wrinkles in the corners of my eyes because of you,
Don't stop loving me, my love won't change~
~~~egaku shiawase wo.

 
 
Sounds familiar?
And this song is for you, you who never fail to amuse me with your voice and talent and the way you cry. The smiles you give are my most precious treasure. WEHHH I miss you, I miss being your friend. :DDD. Pffft,
Te-chan really reminds me of someone. :| :)). :|

Last song which made my day a little better is Only One by B1A4. 
Just listen and be ready to fall in love k. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0yBd6S_qYw



 
Thank you my AMNOS. <333. :"> Thank you Te-chan~~ Thank you B1A4. XD.
 
 
 
location: jun's ♥
mood: hopefulhopeful
music: 嵐: blue
 
 
tabidachinoasa
22 February 2011 @ 10:59 pm
 KYUJONG & YOUNGSAENG And Story in Manila
FEBRUARY 5, 2011
 
 
 
 
 
 
It's been a month since this precious thing happened but I think I can still remember the whole event. 8DD. Hay, I was so lucky to have one of those complimentary tickets given to forums/fanclubs. Thank you, you know who you are people. >:D< Green and gold tickets baby! ♥.

We entered the venue around thirty minutes or more before the fanmeet started and Love Ya kept on playing inside the forum hall. I know I almost cried when 'Coward' started to play in the background, HAHAHA Idek so don't ask me. I was with Ate Marge on the Gold section.


050511 LOL I made this draft two months ago and I don't think I can even finish this I even forgot everything that happened on the fanmeet =)).


One thing's for sure, this was one of the best days of my life because you all know they're from my secret fandom, k. <3. And Saeng, heeee I love Saeng my chibi love :">. I said I would die if I'd happen to see him perform Nameless Memory live, but I'm still here HAHAHA. I almost died asdsjfkh;dhsk. It's funny when we all went saraaaang neoreul kieokhae~~ after the event :)))). I love the halo-halo part, the way they answered every question, I love everything about that night. And I love how Kyu looked like leader. It was like seeing Hyun Joong in person. Seriouslyyy. ;o

We prayed that the two wouldn't sing Wings of the World. Because we got that feeling that we'll all cry and mixed emotions and everything. But they did, I think that was their last song. AJHDJASDSJDKHK OMG I JUST CRIED MY EYES OUT. It was so heartbreaking.  
 
BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A LOT BETTER IF IT'S SS501. I mean the five of them :| :DD.
 
 
location: picc
mood: happyhappy
music: aozora pedal
 
 
tabidachinoasa
12 December 2010 @ 12:12 pm
 

It never ends. Just to make this heart a little lighter, I'll let a few things find their way out. :3

Don't say it's because of 'them', of 'those' people who cannot understand a single thing. Is true love really about letting go? So if they do not want 'this' love to continue, we should go separate for them? I find it just too absurd, too unfair. We're not even here to satisfy them. And we're not doing anything on purpose. If they get hurt, will they stop being hurt if we do what they want? :| So if they want me to die right now, should I die at this very moment just to make them happy?


I used to think that way too. That I need to just leave and disappear to make everything okay. But then I realized that I am this selfish. And I don't have the responsibility to carry all these problems on my shoulders. I can't. I can stop thinking of how others feel, because I know what's more important for me. It's not that I don't care about them, it's just that you're more special. A lot more special.


THE STRONGEST LOVE IS THE LOVE THAT CAN DEMONSTRATE ITS FRAGILITY.
So I hope you do realize why I am like thiz. I tried to grab all those pride I've lost. I tried, but all I can do is to tell you what I really feel. T_T
I don't know when will I get tired, or if it's even possible.
 
 
mood: blankblank
 
 
 
tabidachinoasa
08 October 2010 @ 06:58 pm
 Hello precious F-LIST, I hope I still exist in your list too *o*



I said I'll try to update this journal every month but I obviously failed. And just like what I always say,
I Miss You I really do. I miss you as much as I miss Jpop and Arashi. Hope everyone's doing fine! One more week and I'm on a break. Gah, just one more week and I hope my brain cells won't give up on me. I haven't really posted anything for two straight months, even a birthday greeting for my ichiban and anniversary post for my ichiban group. Such a phail. :| I'll post everything soooooon, and I think it's quite a lot. :)) Haven't fangirl-ed for quite some time and it's really sad! T_________T

I can't talk any longer because I saw the MGirl scans again and GAAAAH

Aiba's killing me. AIBA'S KILLING ME FOREVER. It's been a year since I last saw those photos but still AKSHHK;FL. I suddenly want this mag on my hands right now. Saw someone who's selling an orig copy for one thousand pesos.




And advance
Happy happy birthday VIVIDMORNINGS and YLLA19 I LOVE YOU BOTH!
>:D<

WILL BE BACK ON LJ WORLD REAL SOON. >:)
 
 
mood: boredbored
music: scandal: namida no regret
 
 
tabidachinoasa
22 August 2010 @ 03:23 pm
Maybe I'll try to update my livejournal once a month, I'll rly try. :o
I hope everyone's doing fine out thar~! :Dv

Yay school and other personal stuffs start to get a lil tiring and I feel like I'm living a not so normal life. I don't really know what's with this sudden weird feeling. I need to focus more on school, srsly. It feels like it's not the life I used to have before. Tiriiiiing, like I don't want to think of anything right now. Except for  Arashi, lolol the fangirl will always go back to the one she feels she loves and will forever love the most. Heee~ /gets too cheesy unconsciously 8D

So thank you to that facebook friend I have, I got to know that it was the first day of Arashi 10-11 Tour at Kokuritsu yesterday. I RLY DIDNT HAVE ANY IDEA. ;_; And when I saw the concert goods, I almost cried because I really felt the need to have even just one of those fckn gorgeous and so presh goods. EVERYTHING'S SO BEAUTIFUL THAT I CAN'T EVEN. AKGFJ;SJ!


And now I'm stalking some blogs just to have an idea of what happened yesterday. Yay I know most people don't want spoilers but for a person like me they're very very appreciated lol. Because you know I cannot follow the whole story so what I can do is to just do backtracking and all. HAAAAAI. Thanks to this and this setlist I FEEL SO EXCITED though I don't think I don't have to lol <3333

I wonder when can I see them live. It's not any possible to see them here, but it's possible that I can go to Japan and see them. Heeee~ My heart beats faster than normal everytime I think about this. ;">


>:DDDDDD<

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~Another thing.
RAIN WILL BE HAVING A CONCERT HERE ON SEPTEMBER 11. It was officially announced yesterday, Idk lol I thought he's just going to shoot some scene or whatever here. I didn't know it will be a concert yo and I don't really care, AT FIRST. I am and I will never be a fan of Rain, sorry :)) BUT MBLAQ. OMYGOD MBLAQ. It was said that he'll come here with MBLAQ as his special guests and I was like OKANE COME TO ME NAO. T_______T /crying.

I WANT TO SEE MBLAQ. I'm seriouuuus. It's because they're one of my serious fandoms. *u*
/is now praying that MBLAQ will not gonna be with Rain mwahaha. xD

I didn't watch SM Town and A-Nation yesterday. I am so lazy to watch anything right now. Just saw few photos from Super Show 3 and I still feel lazy to watch fancams why am I like thiz. =)) Okay thanks bye, til next time F-LIST! 8D

 
 
mood: calmcalm
music: mblaq: my dream
 
 
tabidachinoasa
02 August 2010 @ 12:59 am
Donghae wants to give me a hand /crying

So because I am not rly the type of person that can keep things to herself, I'm making this entry. JUST TO SAY EVERYTHING I WANT TO SAY, this is my page so please I hope you get my point. It's been two days since that thing started, and it's like dealing with hundreds of i-cant-find-the-right-term people. I don't want to hurt anyone using this entry, so I am trying my best not to use harsh words - which is the very opposite of everything I am hearing from people now.

ALL I JUST WANTED TO SAY IS THAT
I find it real unfair for people not to mind hurting a person's feelings just because of that single deal.
Dude, we all have the right to say what we want to say. And I thank you for saying those things to my face. But don't you think it's quite better if we could just all shut up so as not to hurt anyone? YES, TRUTH HURTS. AND LIES DO HURT, TOO. I am the kind of person who doesn't want to be charged of anything I am not really responsible of. I don't get angry, I get hurt. But I now realized that you're not even my friend, I mean all of you, so I don't have to bother hearing negative comments or if you can call that criticisms from all of you.

Thank God I have friends, real friends.
I promise this will be the last time I'll be talking about this thing. It's so tiring, and it's not even worth the time. For they are all so narrow-minded that they will never understand, no matter how hard I explain. And I don't think I have anything to defend though. Because I am not guilty of anything. It's not my fault, so please don't put all the hate on me. Or if you still want to, then go and please give your best efforts in hating me SO YOU'LL BE HAPPY. But you'll never be satisfied, I'll never let you. :D

I know people won't stop. So I'll stop.


P.S. C.N.Blue Philippines ILU >:D<



 
 
mood: draineddrained
 
 
tabidachinoasa
01 August 2010 @ 01:58 am
ONEWAY IN MANILA
JULY 31, 2010




Went there for the sake of seeing Youngsky and seeing them perform live, and seeing my beloved cnblueph people and yes, One Way did not disappoint me. THEY'RE SO GOOD, that's all I can say. For I think I don't have the right to say anything more, lol. I don't even know their songs, but they're really great :Dv I didn't buy the album rofl but I was able to see them up-close, thanks bam and denden! It was my first time doing that, I mean waiting for the artists to arrive at the venue, and see them leave. Maybe we didn't look as wild as the other people there so the guards allowed us to just stand in front of them lmao. I was a calm fangirl today, not my usual self. :))))) But I will not deny the fact that I was awed. kthnxbye! :o




Chance is FINE. HE'S SEXY.
Peter is AWESOME I LIKE HIM! HE SEEMS TO BE SO FRIENDLY.
AND YOUNGSKY, OMG YOUNGSKY IS STRIKINGLY HANDSOME. AHGJDK;SL. HE LOOKS PERFECT IN THAT NEON GREEN SHIRT. /dying to see him again




HELLO I'M HAPPY. :DDD
 
 
mood: lovedloved
 
 
tabidachinoasa
17 July 2010 @ 04:28 pm
 Your rainbow is strongly shaded green and black.

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

What is says about you: You are a powerful person. You feel strong ties to nature and your mood changes with its cycles. You may meet people who are afraid of you. Those around you admire your fresh outlook and vitality.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.
 
THIS IS JUST SO ME and my favorite colors *----*


HELLO MY F-LIST I'VE MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH, SRSLY. :DDD
It's been more than a month I think since I last posted a real update here. ;_; Yay, my latest posts are just birthday posts ne~ nothing much about my life as a fangirl and as my normal self. So before I make my lab reports and other requirements, I will make a real update first lol 8D 

School. I can say I'm doing fine. It's difficult, but I know I don't have the right to complain or else I'll get shot. :))) And it wouldn't help anyway. I still feel interested on school stuff, HAHAHA. So there's no problem with that. I passed my very first exam! But I failed on the other one. It's pretty normal and I didn't feel so down about it. I just have to do better next time. I AM TRYING TO BE OPTIMISTIC, lol 8D I'll have another exam on Monday, so wish me luck f-list :Dv

Dormitory. Or more of an apartment than a dormitory XD I never felt homesick or any lonely moments (except for that day when it was papa's bday and i wasn't at home). I am really used to my daily life there and I love the fact that I do not have to wake up a lot earlier than my class schedule because my school is just a walking distance now from my dorm. The sad part is that there's no internet access, and I can't save money D: But aside from that, everything's really great.

Fandom. My fangirling life is also really being affected by school lol. I can't even watch music shows regularly ;_; I can't even watch Music Station /cries Yes I haven't seen To Be Free perf on MS :I BUT I'VE SEEN THE PV THE MOMENT IT WAS RELEASED AND I WAS AWED. ARASHI FOREVER AWESOME. Even on kpop, I am so not updated IDK ANYTHING. I just get to know them when my friends tell me about them and that's so sad ne~ I NEED SOME MORE FANGIRLING TIME :@

Ohhh btw, I've been into two new fandoms. Not really that new, it's just that this update is really late lol 8D MBLAQ and Infinite. I think I've done talking about MBLAQ on my previous entries. And for INFINITE, they just had their debut months ago and yet I see them as those who can make it really big in the future. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH THOSE BABIES. Woohyun, Sunggyu and Hoya are my current favorites but I rly love them all. <333

I RLY MISS MY PRECIOUS FANDOMS BUT I DNW TO THINK ABOUT THEM SO MUCH. it makes me sick.
Everyone's leaving and every bond's breaking.
I LOVE YOU AMNOS FOR STICKING WITH EACH OTHER. ;x

Personal stuff. Just few days ago, I was feeling something special. AND I KNOW IT'S TRUE. And then just one or two days later, it was all gone, flew to outer space and I never saw it again. Fool, I thought it's you. ANYWAY, IT'S JUST A MERE HEARTACHE NO NEED TO MAKE SOMETHING BIG OUT OF IT. ASJGKH;GL! I owe my life to you, kimbap. And just like what I've said - I think I'll probably be infatuated many more times. AUGUST 8 PLS COME FASTER. /evil laugh



And before I forgot, belated happy birthday 
[info]aibakawaii~!
Hope you had a blast! Sorry late greeting lol. I love you bb! <3



/chatting with Bam, loling forever. 
I THOUGHT I'M OVER YOU HAHAHA WTF



 
 
mood: busybusy
music: super junior: no other
 
 
 
tabidachinoasa
04 July 2010 @ 01:22 am
 
 
 
04-07-10
お誕生日おめでとう~!

Happy happy birthday bakanishi~!
Hay
ato, Akihiko, Miroku, "Benevolence", my KAT-TUN ichiban <333
I miss you and I love you, keep the faith.

 

OMG I ALMOST FORGOT /kicks herself
04-07-10
お誕生日おめでとう~!

Happy birthday my NEWS niban! It's actually Tegomass lol I can't choose :@
Aishiteru yo~ from Musashi up to these days, bb.
/GIVES YOU ALL THE GYOZA IN THE WORLD NAO
 

 
 
mood: busybusy
music: murasaki